Saturday, April 08, 2006

11:32 PM

Regrets; because its too late

She will never be around me ever again.

I have never gotten around driving her.

Neither did I bring her out for dim sum

I will never get a chance to talk to her about her life ever again

She will never see me in my graduation clothes.

Because I ran away when she was weak

Because the hardest thing that ever happened, telling her to leave, had took place. She listened.

Her room carries nothing of her presence anymore, reeking of her non-existence.

The one that I truly cared about my entire life has left and I have not fulfilled my promises to her.

I suck.