Tuesday, November 30, 2004
11:46 PM
The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him.
Ralph waldo emerson
yes.. it is indeed the trust. and i feel weird after winning their trust. i dunno i am stuck. dunno if i really like him but.. dunno im confused. is it better to love somebody or for somebody to love you and who would you choose? i think loving somebody is hard, tiring and confusing. well at least that's what i think. he is like my one of my good guy frens around. bummed around together. talk crap. anw he likes a common friend and is super concern for her lah. he tells me bout how he likes her n stuff but is shy to confess. but it's quite touching to see him so affected by her every move , everything that happened to her. man he is like super concerned for her. i mean to see my good guy fren to cherish his gal is really heart warming but sometimes i just wish the gal is me. maybe it's just a crush? maybe im hallucinating? maybe i shouldnt think bout such stuff at all. or maybe just maybe. i think i shall give up loving somebody. it takes too much off me. yeah.
but yah hope he continues to cherish her and hope he gets her too. i mean they are really nice together.. got alot of moi qi. anw i just hope some where out there the guy for me would do that to me too. so sweet rite.. haizzzz..
ok lah it think it's just me. stupid sheena fantasizing bout stuff. no actually not. it's the season of love that's soon approaching. Christmas. oh i just cant wait. oh yah i was just talking to jasmine bout having a christmas party real soon. with dolus and the gals can cook dinner and we can exchange christmas gifts.. oh so fun.. ok i will post the details in email.
well the weather these days have been real bad man. i havent train for monkey ages lor. and markie wants a showdown soon.. shit lah marginal product has been diminishing. falling to negative. but i shall still thrash him * cross fingers* ..
anw my fren sent me this link. it's called jian dan ai. telling people to follow their hearts and chase after the one they love. hmm... eh it's quite cute lah so do check it out. but yeah to all, if you really love somebody go for it. dont be like me. *sheena grins*
http://arch.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/qq/10301/128958.html
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