Yourfriendshipislikethesuncomingupeachmorning, it's somethingi cancount ontowarmmy world & brightenmylife. i think my relationship with HIM is really deteoriating. i mean i no longer talk to him that frequently any more. im always the one who's super busy with work and stuff. And everytime when HE ask me to spend some time alone with Him, i rejected. i feel super guilty. i really do. i miss the times we had in the past. He knows me so darn well and i think life then for me was so much happier and carefree.. And when im really feeling terrible, he'll be there to hold my hand. i wish i could go back to those times and soak myself in his loving embrace. the world did'nt seem as terrible then but now i don't know man. all i ask for is to spend some quality and intimate time with him. i know you are reading this right now. well all i wanna say is that im sorry. really am. can we start over again? oh lord, i really want to hold your hand and walk down aisles of maple trees like you promised.