Thursday, October 14, 2004
11:12 PM
Without true friends, the world is but a wilderness.
BACON
indeed without friends, i think my world would be like shattered. broken. shity. man... i think i'll end up like some miserable freak.. to all my friends.. i love ya! Anw this bacon guy is good. wonder if he came in bits.. *ok horrible attempt to be lame*
well after reading markie's blog, i was so inspired to go shopping too. haha wait a minute shopping needs no inspiration, it just comes. ok wadever. anw i went shopping with yingyi just now n it was fun lah. n i realised there are so many things i wanna get! there are just so many tops n yes i want a demin jacket! but sigh it's like $116 for one. oh darn i need to save up. then again is it really worth the money man.. sigh.. the tricky part about shopping.
Anw to markie: IM NOT A BIMBO!!! Like totally.. for sure.. hahaha.. * for those who dont know, the first four words are part of this bimbo cheer i've learnt from arts camp..* ok even though i break off to some what bimbotic sounding gesture or vibes.. IM NT A BIMBO!! bimbos are the ones who weigh their boobs on the weighing machine and scream whenever they lost a pound or something.. * i saw this contestant in the reality tv- THE SWAN doing so.. that's utimate bimbo. airhead.*
So to prove my innocence, i shall talk bout school. anw school is alrite.. got quizes and exams coming up in no more than 5 weeks? shit and i realised i have loadz to prepare.. esp PSYCHOLOGY!!! it's information overload and i think i might not want to major in it anymore.. it's so demanding both in curriculum n in the working world. maybe i shall major in soci or econs.. i think i'll do better in these subjects. If i major in soci i've got melissa's notes. If i major in econs, i can depend on melvin for international trade and get marginal private benefits and get notes from melissa or mark or clement. hmm wadever i major i think majoring in either subjects would reap economic profits. i guess. but nah it's not really confirmed yet. a part of me still want to fufil this little idea of me becoming a counseller or educational pschologist or becoming a social worker. i want to help people. but i know it'll be alot of work n stuff that i have to handle. it's not what i can handle lah.
sometimes i also wonder why and what on earth am i doing in NUS.. stupid. i should just go overseas and pursue a art degree and come out be a fashion designer. that's my dream. i wanted to go st martin's college of design lah but it's expensive studying abroad. and i know if i try persuade my parents bout it, im v selfish. coz i still have two younger brothers who would need the ka- chings *cash* . haiz maybe after i graduate or something and start working n earn a few bucks here n there.. but by then i dont even know if i still have the energy or not.. to rise up to my aspiration.. or even if im still hanging around in this place. life is so unpredictable. that's y i feel i shuld make full use of whatever time i've left and most importantly to leave this place happy, contented and knowing that i've made full use of this ticket to earth god has given me. hmmm..
i heard he sang a lullaby
i heard he sang it from his heart
when i found out thought i would die
because that lullaby was mine
i heard he sealed it with a kiss
he gently kissed her cherry lips
i found that so hard to believe
because his kiss belonged to me
how could an angel break my heart
why didnt he catch my falling star
i wish i didnt wish so hard
maybe i wish our love apart
how could an angel break my heart
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