Sunday, October 31, 2004

11:06 PM

We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in a vessel, drop by drop, which makes it run over; as in a series of kindness there is at last one which makes the heart run over.
James Boswell

have you ran in the rain not thinking bout how wet you are gonna be later, how you might catch a flu and not even thinking about the eyes in the shelter watching your every step in the pouring rain. i did. And it felt good. i havent played in the rain for a long long time. just jumping around in the rain and let the skies of heaven open and let it pour forth from it's heavenly gates. it makes me happy. not very sure why. but i guess it will just be the rain and me.



ITS HALLOWEEN! Happy halloween to all reading this blog. Tonight, you can say was my most frightening night ever. I almost blacked out twice at winebar. Perhaps its the two weeks of abstainance, or the whole week of diahorrea, to result in having to suddenly to lose your vision just like that.

On a lighter note, tonight seeing the crowd outside zouk was an eye opener! There were SO MANY people dressed in costumes! There were pretty faries, arabian princesses, men in pinaform ... etc There were some rather wild costumes too ... e.g a man in a nurse uniform or men wearing super short skirts. I must say tat halloween at zouk is the best place to be. Next year, maybe i should consider getting a costume.. muahahaha

ok i'm dying of pain... it will end here.

eileen: sorry i wasnt much help in econs. ec1101 was a long time ago.

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

9:50 AM

Is it my imagination or has the world turned colder? Colder not in the physical sense but rather in the actions of people. Raising charity has become a charade. Celebraties become stunt people, risking their lives during the course of the event so as gain awareness. People who calls in to donate have to pay extra money to the telephone company. Some send their parents into old folk's home in order to rid/"fulfill" their duties. Suicide rates among the young have gone up because they are suppressed by their parents to do well. In this society, competition rather than cooperation seems to be happening. Even weber is for the protestant's perspective of individualism. Is this the world we want our future to live in?

Monday, October 25, 2004

9:42 PM

Friends forgive our mistakes and help us forget them.. They believe our dreams & help us find them.
Paula Finn

*yawns* i feel super shagged man. also dont know why. anyway eunice sent me this email about woman's worth and i felt quite valued after reading that. it was so sweeet.. thankz babe. so i decided to post it up and to all beautiful women out there and yes that will be you ( himbos are welcomed.. ) no matter how you look like or what you are, dont feel ashamed of yourself. For you are the most precious in His eyes. To the guys, well do cherish your gal and most importantly respect her alrite. Coz she's worth it.

By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said,

"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"

And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements.

"Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day Wait until tomorrow to finish.

" But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride."

The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing."

And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry.They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice.They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor wih a frightened friend.They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies.They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love.They have compassion and ideals.They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.



Shopping together is a real test of friendship.

Haha oh man i just cant wait for my next shopping trip. But it aint going to be that soon coz im Broke man! Sighz sorry melissa n jasmine.. i can't join u all for shopping trip on tues. I have games commitee meeting. haiz. But oh well that would also mean more money saved on somewhat unnescessary expenses. hehez im been spending on alot of rubbish lah cant blame me.

You know what i just completed my term paper for social work. yay! phewww.. what a relief man. i got myself to rush it since afternoon and now it's FINALLY DONE. can't believe that im so efficient. So proud of myself. *gives tap on my shoulder* wahaha. *winks*

i hate rainy days man. why? coz i cant go out and run (to burn the calories i've accumulated for weeks and for sitting infront of the laptop for soooo.. long, i bet my fats have consolidated to become some sedimentary rock.) And rainy seasons means mass attack of al-kachuas. so horrible lor. i received another attack from that brown disgusting flying fella and it was super huge man. eeekss. And when i told my brother to go kill it, he tells me he has a phobia (phobia my ass) of it and runs away. what crap. So yes i was then left stranded with that horrible thing and i fought hard man. oh yes i did. i used almost half a can of shieldtox. sounds bad right. haiz what to do..

anw i caught 'look who's talking now' on channel i just now (parts of it only..) and it was snowing and it was the christmas season in the movie. gosh it just made me feel like forwarding the hands of time and be right there smacked in the christmas period. n that would mean skipping exams which i so.. dread. oh man i just cant wait for christmas to be here soon. then dolus can have christmas party? hahaha sounds like fun man..

oh yes before i forget, Happy 4mths dolus! it's so cute man. i mean it's been only 4mths and we are so well-bonded. i mean not even couples who known each other for 4mths are bonded that strongly lor. well from what i perceive lah that is. wow. u guys just amaze me and im so... glad that this bond is growing strong man. hope this friendship will continue to blossom. haha u guys make me smile.. *smiles*

Sunday, October 24, 2004

3:25 PM

Jus got back from zouk and watching 'the visit of the tai tai'. The play was 3 hrs long! I must say the show wasn't as good as expected. It was quite slow paced. My friend next to me fell asleep which served as an anti-climax to the play. The tai tai turned out to be a guy which was quite shocking. However the acting was flawless and costumes were beautiful.Besides that, I saw president nathan!

Zouk was terrible tonight. I spent like 15 mins in there and i was out. Apparently there was some dj challenge thingy, but it wasn't drawing much crowd because the entire place was more than half empty. Rather proud of myself! I didnt take a drop of alcohol because i was driving! oh yeah...petrol prices have gone down! 10% off! For drivers out there, take the opportunity and pump full tank!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

3:47 PM

Woah.. the hotest member of Singapore Idol - Maia was out of the competition. How could this be so? She has the attitude, she stands out, she has the looks and the voice. What went wrong? Personally, I perceive it as society not being able to accept a deviant - a single mother with a tattoo on her arm. The conservative older members of the society probably feel that she would have been a bad influence to the younger members too. Perhaps honesty is not the best policy? Take olinda for example. She's a closet lesbian. If she was not, would she be as popular? This is the biased view of a non-specatator of Singapore Idol.

I missed my mummy. Heard that she tripped and fall and broke her tooth. ):




Three things on earth are accounted precious: knowledge, grain & friendship
Burmese proverb

what a rainy day. not exactly a good day as well. went cartel to meet my soci group members for supper and guess wad, i ate auntie amy's sticky chewy chocolate cake. i think i just broke one of the Lord's commandment lor. oppz.. but anyways it was super chocolatey and wah it just melts in your mouth like molten chocolate and flows through your throat with this cooling sensation. then into your stomach and releases this " power" and over whelms you. amazing. gosh and for that satisfaction, it would mean many rounds around the trek or diet for lets see.. 40 days and 40 nights? wah. im so screwed. i think i should self declare this periodn as ramadan man. need greater amunity to fight this war against FAT!

anywayz that was not the only thing that was so horrible. you know what's the worst. slipping off my way to somerset mrt station and landed heavily on my butt. ouchh. my butt hurts. it was like super maluating lah, slipping off in orchard road and getting strange gazes. and i was with a group of friends. so what can i do man. i just laughed at myself for being sooo.. hmm silly. but then again to think about it now, it's been a long long time since i landed on my butt. it just reminds myself when i was much younger and falling down seemed so fun. haha those heavy landings that felt like a pain in the ass yet enjoyable as well. haha.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

4:53 PM

Jus attained inspiration to blog while eating ice-cream. Ben and Jerry's.

Driving is a lonely activity. In the world of strangers on the road, everyone seeks individualism in their decoration of their cars - hoping to stand out from the sea of cars. However, alienation also takes place meanwhile. Not once a stranger would exchange a smile or even acknowlegement of your existance. Just you and your car alone in the world.

Seems like my workout at the gym was balanced by the food i ate - ice-cream n supper at ecp with na. Tsk tsk. Well it beats having alcohol inside your body on a wednesday night. My procratination is growing as they extended the deadline for my report! The car is a bad distraction!





Your friendship is like the sun coming up each morning, it's something i can count on to warm my world & brighten my life.

i think my relationship with HIM is really deteoriating. i mean i no longer talk to him that frequently any more. im always the one who's super busy with work and stuff. And everytime when HE ask me to spend some time alone with Him, i rejected. i feel super guilty. i really do. i miss the times we had in the past. He knows me so darn well and i think life then for me was so much happier and carefree.. And when im really feeling terrible, he'll be there to hold my hand. i wish i could go back to those times and soak myself in his loving embrace. the world did'nt seem as terrible then but now i don't know man. all i ask for is to spend some quality and intimate time with him. i know you are reading this right now. well all i wanna say is that im sorry. really am. can we start over again? oh lord, i really want to hold your hand and walk down aisles of maple trees like you promised.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

12:23 AM

The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away.
Barbara Kingsolver

ok i know im mad to do blog right now especially when i have psy test like 8am tomorrow and technically i only haf another 7more hours before the freaking test starts. But was just giving myself a short break after conquering child development! phewww.

i realise psy is so mentally demanding. it just drains you you know. like errrghhhhh and into the blackhole. alright am talking nonsense. guess it's one of the side effects of taking psy. think it will lead us all into mental retardation soon. i mean you have to consistently read and revise it before all the information gets lost and poof. i hate it man!

Anyways, im so gonna raise my standards for my "future boyfriend" man.
REQUIREMENT NO.1 : He must be able to kill cockroaches with no mercy!!!
this is the most important factor lor. i realise nowadays most guys cant handle cockroaches for nuts. like my two brothers. they just avoid it and expect me to go one-on-one with the brown, evil looking fella. like hello! you are a guy and you should be getting rid of that brown nonsense. brothers.. hmmph. the only man i know of who can handle that fella well is my dad. he just crushes it in his palms like paper like that. wow. it's like so manly lor. my boyfriend defintely have to be like that.

alright enough nonsense and back to my psy. errrrrrrggggggghhhhh..

Sunday, October 17, 2004

7:56 PM

My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.
HENRY FORD

ok i shall attempt to edit henry ford's quote.. coz for me AlL my friends bring out the best in me! yippee.. haha

anyways, im having celery sticks right now. part of my ANTI-FAT demostrations. haha i know some of you would cringe at the thought of eating celery sticks or veggies. i can just imagine melissa and jasmine going 'eeeee'. but hey do you all know that celeries have negative calories. haha so all the more i embraced it.. apart from having tuna salad with extra tomatoes and lettuce for dinner. haha am seriously on a WAR AGAINST FAT!!!

well, thank you markie, jasmine and melvin for ur encouragment.. i guess i still have some time to figure what i truly want to acheive. and to make the best out of it. i hope. and to melvin: WAH LIAO!!! i thought i could get over with the seng thingy after sec sch.. (that's what the guys used to call me... eeee.. so manly... i dont like!!!) until u n shengwei revived it.. u two bully me...hmmmphh! but seriously what made you wanna call me by my surname?

oh yah ernest thankz for ur help man! i seriously needed it. goodness i thought i was going to suffer a nervous breakdown especially after he called n i picked it up. i guess it's quite hard to be miss nice sweet gal all the time. but i still feel bad about it. man. *sighz*

She calls out to the man on the street
"Sir, can you help me?
it's cold and i've nowhere to sleep
is there somewhere you can tell me?"

He walks on, doesn't look back
He pretends he can't hear her
starts to whistle as he crosses the street
seems embarassed to be there

oh think twice it's just another day for
You and me in paradise





BAH!! Everyone is leaving! This is depressing. Mom is flying off to Shanghai on tuesday while aunty is going off to Beijing in a couple of hours time. My godsis is leaving for taiwan in a couple of weeks. After the Shanghai trip, mom will be posted to HK to work for 2 mths! I havnt seen my dad for mths. Guess i will be a social outcast and the only companion for dinner would be the television.

Thursday, October 14, 2004

11:12 PM

Without true friends, the world is but a wilderness.
BACON

indeed without friends, i think my world would be like shattered. broken. shity. man... i think i'll end up like some miserable freak.. to all my friends.. i love ya! Anw this bacon guy is good. wonder if he came in bits.. *ok horrible attempt to be lame*

well after reading markie's blog, i was so inspired to go shopping too. haha wait a minute shopping needs no inspiration, it just comes. ok wadever. anw i went shopping with yingyi just now n it was fun lah. n i realised there are so many things i wanna get! there are just so many tops n yes i want a demin jacket! but sigh it's like $116 for one. oh darn i need to save up. then again is it really worth the money man.. sigh.. the tricky part about shopping.

Anw to markie: IM NOT A BIMBO!!! Like totally.. for sure.. hahaha.. * for those who dont know, the first four words are part of this bimbo cheer i've learnt from arts camp..* ok even though i break off to some what bimbotic sounding gesture or vibes.. IM NT A BIMBO!! bimbos are the ones who weigh their boobs on the weighing machine and scream whenever they lost a pound or something.. * i saw this contestant in the reality tv- THE SWAN doing so.. that's utimate bimbo. airhead.*

So to prove my innocence, i shall talk bout school. anw school is alrite.. got quizes and exams coming up in no more than 5 weeks? shit and i realised i have loadz to prepare.. esp PSYCHOLOGY!!! it's information overload and i think i might not want to major in it anymore.. it's so demanding both in curriculum n in the working world. maybe i shall major in soci or econs.. i think i'll do better in these subjects. If i major in soci i've got melissa's notes. If i major in econs, i can depend on melvin for international trade and get marginal private benefits and get notes from melissa or mark or clement. hmm wadever i major i think majoring in either subjects would reap economic profits. i guess. but nah it's not really confirmed yet. a part of me still want to fufil this little idea of me becoming a counseller or educational pschologist or becoming a social worker. i want to help people. but i know it'll be alot of work n stuff that i have to handle. it's not what i can handle lah.

sometimes i also wonder why and what on earth am i doing in NUS.. stupid. i should just go overseas and pursue a art degree and come out be a fashion designer. that's my dream. i wanted to go st martin's college of design lah but it's expensive studying abroad. and i know if i try persuade my parents bout it, im v selfish. coz i still have two younger brothers who would need the ka- chings *cash* . haiz maybe after i graduate or something and start working n earn a few bucks here n there.. but by then i dont even know if i still have the energy or not.. to rise up to my aspiration.. or even if im still hanging around in this place. life is so unpredictable. that's y i feel i shuld make full use of whatever time i've left and most importantly to leave this place happy, contented and knowing that i've made full use of this ticket to earth god has given me. hmmm..

i heard he sang a lullaby
i heard he sang it from his heart
when i found out thought i would die
because that lullaby was mine
i heard he sealed it with a kiss
he gently kissed her cherry lips
i found that so hard to believe
because his kiss belonged to me

how could an angel break my heart
why didnt he catch my falling star
i wish i didnt wish so hard
maybe i wish our love apart
how could an angel break my heart




I've been receiving calls asking for the wrong people. After my friend brought to my notice that my house number was different did I realize that the number was not my house number!

Still feeling the aftermath of alcohol from last night but I still have to finish my report. ARGH!!!

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

12:56 PM

My mom jus gave me the weirdest instructions. She told me a couple of things NOT to do with the car while she's away. One of them was not to go for a car wash. She thinks that I really want to go for a car wash so badly that i would do it behind her back.

We went to pump petrol jus now. Initially she suggested vaccuming the car. I protested. However, after she told me about a cockroach falling onto her lap while she was driving, I gave in without protest.

Bought Ben's & Jerry's Ice cream! Any people wanna come over?

Jas: The cake was fantAstic! Help me thank your mom k!

Monday, October 11, 2004

6:15 AM

Things that made me happy!

Friday

1. Watched Wimbleton with na and jas. Very interesting show with a couple of cute guys in it. Kirsten Durst looks good too.
2. Studied with jas and clement. Managed to cover 3 readings although i really didnt understand the majority parts of it.
3. Received a sweet msg. (:

Saturday

1. Conquered Taka carpark. After mom talked about the difficulties of taka carpark, a fear was instilled in me.
2. Drove alot and managed to park too. Mom had alot of errands to run so i drove her around.
3. Met up with alana for coffee in the night. Although we were walking around aimlessly, i think we managed to bond that night.

Sunday

1. Cla called from LA and she's coming as per usual! YAY!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

5:18 PM

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes.
DOUG LARSON

i just love it when i have diarrhoea. i know it sounds sick n some of u would be like" what? are you mad!!!". yeah such responses are normal. but seriously i love the feeling of downloading and just sit there stoned. it's a great feeling just recollecting thoughts in the cubicle n i personally think it's an excuse for me to stay longer in the toliet without feeling bad bout the next person who needs to use it. it's really mian bi si guo and i guess it's only in the cubicle that's where most of us are our ownselves. ANd having diarrhoea is my way of letting out my frustrations, u know like removing the crap in your life.. pun intended. ahahaha.

i used to remember eating mc spicy chicken just to induce diarrhoea. haha but now there isnt any mc spicy chicken anymore.. sigh.. can't have the kick of inducing myself to get diarrhoea anymore. so any of u know of any ways of getting diarrhoea please let me know k. errrm but it should'nt be too disgusting to eat. haha

anw u all should check out this link. v funny... especially if u are some egg-deprived freak.
www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm

Friday, October 08, 2004

11:54 AM

East coast park will never be the same anymore for me. Managed to get mel t to come all the way from the west to cycle with me today. I was passing thru the slope next to the sea food restaurant, when i saw a man sitting down and mustabating. WTF! Damn sick. Can't blog much. my hand is shaking from the aftermath of cycling.

This song keeps playing in my head. Its 'Can't smile without you' by Barry Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream

Thursday, October 07, 2004

8:39 PM

May our friendship endure; a thousand, eight thousand ages till the smallest pebble grows to a boulder etched with moss.


I dunno about you but im wondering what if animals, pests and even germs have opinions on us homo sapiens. I mean could you imagine them having their own political agendas like taking over the world or even waging "holy war" against us. I mean they are pretty good at terrorizing us. Esp the dark brown, ugly ones. For all you know they call themselves "al-kachua". And every other night they would send some troops down n sacrifice their lives under the hands of our weapons of mass destruction, sheltox.
Seriously if you actually think about it, ants could be having mass funerals too. Look at it at the rate we are stepping on them subconciously. Wonder their funerals are of what style. Do they follow the buddhist, christian or muslim traditions? Goodness do they have religions in the first place.
I have been noticing huskey(my dog). I think he had made a pact with the mynahs. When he thinks im nt around watching him, he lets them eat his food. But when im there, i think he tells them this " eh u all know what to do ah. Same routine. You all pretend you are scared of me when i run after you and you'll get a bigger portion next time." To look like he's a good guard dog.
Or maybe they are spys to find out what we are doing and perharps strike when the time arises and control us. Man why did we actually bother to send guys out to NS to fight. Get them to deal with sheltox and rid of all these idoits.



Isn't it amazing how trust can be taken for granted n be misplaced in a second?

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

1:08 PM

Perhaps I was a lil' coarse on wed but thats what i felt that day. Definitely a slap in a face that cuts through the heart which is what u may term a 'betrayal' called for it. Well at least true blue friends got me through depression during the weekend. (:

Spent friday with the gals at fisherman village. Dinner was spicy. We ordered stingry, sambal kang kong, sambal sotong, drunken prawn, black pepper dear meat and tofu. We finished pretty much every thing before cla came, an hour late, as usual. After dinner, we sat around with beer and doing our usual gossiping and sharing of our scandals. Think it was 9 plus before we decided to head home. Cla gave me a lift back, or so i tot. After a wrong turn, we ended up at east coast park drinking with her friend gareth and his dad n friends. His dad really looked like Robert deNiro! Every time they raise their bottles, they cheered to my birthday, i had to drink to it. Boy was i afraid of getting wasted. Thankfully shortly after, we headed home. Oh, i got URS shoes from pearlynn! and a funky key chain from val!

Tried to do some studyin on saturday afternoon, but ended up fixing up the blog. Everything seems much more interesting compared to macroeconomics! I had dinner at swensens with my o week friends. Sean n roy ordered an icecream for me with candles in it! The embarrasing part of it was that when they started singing, every body seated at the table in front of me turned around. I didnt know where to look. But it was sweet and the icecream tasted great too! Next we headed to Altivo located at Mt Faber. The place seems to spell the aura of exclusiveness and tranquility. The view from the top was spectaculor too. Is this what god sees but much more?

Sun was like food day for me. Overate for buffet lunch at thriple3 at the Mandrine. The dessert was good. They had cakes n strawberries in chocolate fudge! Went to grandma's place after that. After dropping by Siglap for some super marketing, i headed home to wait for dolus' arrival. It was the sweetest celebration i ever had. Lots of desserts. Cakes made by jas, sheena n melvin. It was *sweet* of them. haha Not forgetting dinner that is cooked n brought by the rest of dolus family. It somehow felt like thanksgiving dinner or smt and it gives me the sweet fuzzy feeling thinking about it. It was memorable day for me. I can't believe Sheena n Jas still rems the bag i mentioned i like when we were shopping for ernie's pressie. wow. I'm damn touched.

David: hope ur head is better. take care
Sheena: ARGHHH!!!! i swear i'll kill u!!

Oh yeah, read from the book roachie got me... Be nice to PA (personal assistants) because they know how u rank in your boss's hierachy.

Enough procrastination. better head for the books... Don't you just hate econs?

Sunday, October 03, 2004

4:31 PM

Got this from my friend's blog

[Spell your first name backwards] assilem... sounds evil
[The story behind your email add]: melissa_wong is taken already.
[Where do you live?]:Good ol' east
[3 words that sum you up]:The great one
[Jewelry you wear daily]my cross
[Pillow cover]:Greenish brown
[What you are wearing now]:white shirt, jeans, brown belt
[Hair]:Fake ang moh colour, tied up currently
[In my head]:I wan to sleep
[Some of your favorite movies]50 first date, Save the last dance, Coyote Ugly.. and the list goes on
[Somethings you're looking forward to]:
1. Dolus coming over my place
2. Getting my Volksvagon
3. Starting a MNC
4. The day I get my degree.
5. Cla's diva n pimp party
[The last thing you ate?]:Terriyaki Chicken pasta n ice cream from swensens
[Somethings that you are deathly afraid of?]:
1. Snakes
2.Hurt
3. To realise i have a few more days to live
4. Death of someone close
5. Betrayal
6. Failure
[Do you like candles]:Depends on the mood -e.g romatic right..
[Do you believe in a thing called love]:Perhaps
[Do you believe in soul mates]:Too young to know
[Do you believe in love at first sight]:Lust at first sight..
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]:The minds of a man.
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]:Stephie!
[Cried:]Can't rem.
[Gotten sick:]One week ago
[Felt stupid:]Lost count of it
[Hugged someone:]Yes! I love hugs. Gives u warmth in the heart
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them]:Yes.....[Talked to an ex]:No.[Talked to someone you have a crush on]:If i know him.
[Fought with your parents:]Quarrel but fighting... nah
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with:]Not exactly
[Do you like being around people:]Depends on who.
[Who have you known the longest:]My parents
[Who do you argue the most with:]Brother.. haha

I feel old. Sigh ..

Saturday, October 02, 2004

11:49 PM

Only friendship which can stand occasional plain speaking is worth having.
Lin Yutang

for every critticism, make sure you give 5 praises to your friend

who is lin yutang man.. anyone heard of him before? maybe he's a chinese philosopher from some confucious descent. god knows man.

anw i had a hectic week.. soci test, soci write up, ec test, tutions, camp com meetings.. wah i feel so shagged man. talking bout ec test, my stomach rumbled so loudly in lt11 lah n i think the people sitting 4 rows could hear.. melvin, although you said you didn't hear it (but i guess u said it coz u didn't want to make me feel bad bout it) im sorry u had to sit next to me man. and oh yah u r really v zai lah.. everytime always shoot questions to our ahnei tutor. i think she's gonna surrender soon. gosh wonder is it the carton of milk u bring everday.. i should try sometime soon. *thinking* ok back to the rumbling part.. i think it's super embarassing lah. coz i saw the gal sitting next to me in the toliet later n she smiled at me with this " i know wad you did just now, it was reallly loud" kinda look. that's bad man. *blushes*