Thursday, September 30, 2004

4:42 AM

tonight i played with fire n i got burnt. well at least i know who are my true friends. screw u.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

1:32 AM

na: didnt waited long cause i myself was late.everybody overslept in my household. there was also a cockroach in the car,so i didnt dare to sit in it until my maid brought down the insecticide.
roch: yeah it was written when i was upset. anyway i'm feeling better already. thanks.

yeah, so i did drive to sch today. after not keepin to the left side i went pass the gate, my mom started her 20min nag for the whole journey through. whats new? well, its definitely improved from the first time she sat in my car. besides some tmd cars cutting into my lane and not able to anticipate the pedestrian at the zebra crossing, i must say it was alright. when i stepped out the car, i felt damn relieved.seems like the tension just gushed out of my body. i think will take a rain check on driving to sch so often till i'm better. don't think i can take the stress early each morning.

fell asleep in the library today to wake up finding na n david looking and laughing in my direction. i'm still wondering why.

why can't people keep quiet on the bus? Chua beng huat said that students in uniform tend to make the most noise because their dressing does not allow them to express much of their identiy nor does it attract attention that get be gain from dressing in their clothes of their own choice. thus, they have to make noise to get it. however, i can't explain why the two indians sitting behind me on the bus have to yak all the way from nus to parkway without stop and depriving me from sleep.

com seems to be going to crash already. so this is just it, rambling for today. happy mooncake festival!

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

8:05 PM

Friendship weaves a tapestry of time, love & memory..
activity: make a scrapbook dedicated to your childhood friend

woke up super late this morning n made jasmine, melissa and her mum to wait for me. so sorry dearies. Anyway talking about melissa, she drove us to school lor.. woah. and the first thing that t me when i sat in her car was " i think i really need to wear seatbelt this time" ahaha on the way you all should see her mum complaining man. "aiyoh melissa u everytime like that, never break when you reach the zebra crossings..", " just step on the accelerator on go up the slope"....haha i bet she would never want to drive to school man.. (right gal? haha) oh well i think i have to depend on daddy already.. or just stick to bus 10.. hmmm.. * dreads the thought of the latter*

well there's soci test tmw lah n i still havent cover family n the readings.. oh lord please bring me through..

Monday, September 27, 2004

4:29 PM

Today's the day Tara flew off. Sigh. Is life just this -meetings and partings? Though she will be back in a jiffy two months, nostalgic feelings seemed to consume me when I got back in my room. It didn’t feel that bad at the airport. Maybe it is the fact that I didn’t stay all the way till she went in. I don’t know. Amazingly enough, our friendship had grown in a short span of one year into a strong one. I guess sometimes friendship is not about duration but actually the motives of friendships. Some people be friends for wanting to care for each other and are there when life is not going right. Some just are there when life is going smoothly for you but disappear when its not. Others just manipulate you for their own use. How do we actually know the minds of what we term as ‘friends’? Perhaps through actions and sincerity I guess… I don’t know.

Sunday, September 26, 2004

11:36 PM

yesh im finally into this blog.. *shows victory sign* phew.. hey melvin thanks for resending me the invite to this blog. haha. *big smile*

well i feel kinda excited now. it being the first time i actually write a blog and just letting go. i guess. i used to think that writing such stuff is very troublesome. and i mean very. people who actually bothers to blog are those that have soooo.. much to say bout their lives and brave enough to declare it on the net. i was definitely not that type, then. i was too shy and at that time i guess i felt a little vulnerable. but everyone always have their first. and it all began on 21th june 2004. it was the first time i met these special people. the ones who actually changed my perception about blogging. the ones who made me smile whenever i think about campus. the ones who made me feel comfortable in just being me. the ones whom i know will be there.

jasmine, melissa, mark, clement, rochelle, david, melvin, ernest, erin, wei xuan, ivan, yingyi, thomas, shuli. they are the ones.

and i really pray that this friendship will continue to blossom and grow. till we are all old, hagged and even if we had serious eye-bag problems. ok maybe not eye bag problems. but u get my flow lah huh..

anyway when i was at heeren just now, i happened to chance upon this little box. on it it states 'You're My Friend, Friendship Thoughts for you plus fun ideas to do together with one, two or a whole lot of friends' inside this box were little notes about friendship. thought it was quite cool n yup i bought it. so i decided to include friendship 'tidbits' whenever i blog now. zero calories and 100 per cent satisfying.

so on today's menu we have:

it's no easy thing to find a friend along the way, i mean the friend whose smile extends, beyond a single day...
who has a word of cheerful praise, for everything you do & when misfortune turns the tide, is still a friend to you. the kind of friend whose attitude is never dark or cold. but who is always loyal & who has a heart of gold
-James J. Metcalfe-

<> *in case you don't know this is the activity as suggested by the note... haha

shit got soci test coming wed n econs on sat... darn... i haven't study yet.. ok lah shall pen off now.. until next time *winks*



I was having an insomnia right so i decided to blog. I cant believe i'm awake at 8am on a Sunday morn.
Yesterday, I have managed to finish the 6 pages of pop culture term paper! After all that 5 days of 'piaing', I am so glad that it is over.Having done that, it allowed me to leave for Tara's performance with a easier mind.

It was quite an eventful night as i recall now for a few points.

1. I got to drive to sch. HOWEVER, my mom drove it home after that. Aye, sadly I am still on probation.
2. I was over dressed as compared to the crowd. Doesn't any one respects the arts anymore to dress better for it?
3. Alana and rochelle was late. This resulted in me meeting Joycelin at the front porch. She still walks like a duck.
4. Rochelle said she looks like Jasmine (the one from dance) from the back.

The new wave was a performance of a combination of dances. The first dance they performed was rather off. It was some martial art piece i heard. When it came to fast parts of the music, the coordination among the dancers was not there. Further on, one female dancer had trouble jumping on her partner's shoulder. This resulted in the difficulty in carrying out the consecutive movement smoothly and swiftly as compared to the other dancers. Thankfully, the standard of the dance improved further on. Personally, i liked the ballet piece. It was graceful and well coordinated. The jazz dance was sexy while the fusion dance was beautiful too.

After a round of hugs with tara after the show, we managed to catch the shuttle to clementi for supper. At the food court, we saw this man having fits. The tray of food that he was holding was over turned. His leg was trembling hard and he had difficulty walking back to his table. To our dismay, his table was just behind ours!! Thankfully, we had finish our food so we could run for our lives. Alana n i headed for chinablack while roachie n her friends went home.

Thanks to stephanie's connections, we managed to get in free. Cla had forgotten about her friends who were coming so we had to go back downstairs. Halfway through our wait, we saw this guy chasing a fat guy and his girlfriend. He kept asking in an extremely loud voice why the fat guy had to take away his girlfriend. As the girl was entering the cab, the guy started punching the fat guy on the face. Not once did he return the blow. What a wuss! If i were that guy, i would have whacked him back. After the couple had made their 'escape', the guy tried to return to the club. The bouncer that was right in front shouted to the back ,"I don't want him inside." Thus, he was refused entry. Weird enough, i saw him inside much later on. oh well..

It was rather boring and messed up inside anyway. I was very tempted to just go home if not for Stephanie spending $25 to get there and get in. Chinablack is still bad, give me zouk anyday.

Friday, September 24, 2004

10:43 AM

This is my first blog in ages. Perhaps it is the long pause in between than and now, I find blogging what i actually feel rather difficult. However, thanks to Melvin for starting this blog, I will definitely try my best to conjure up whats in my mind.

Yesterday was finally a day we dolusians finally met up. The event was Clement's birthday. Almost the whole dolus came. I'm amazed that the bonds we had in camp had withstand all the stress from school. Looking back at my og in yr 1, the number of people that still stayed in contact in comparision is rather contrasting. I'm glad the numbers for both ogs are like that however. I must agree with Melvin that we as dolous would definitely remain as one family. Sometimes when I walk around school, my mind would think about all the happenings that took place at those places during arts camp. A sense of nostaglic would feel me.

Speaking about school, i have to rush there right now, this blog is to be finished later..